Thursday, 30 October 2008
I would also like to give my thanks to Nick and his team for doing such a fantastic job. The video has been enhanced superbly by some wonderful images and - and this really is fascinating, by the section from Linklater's movie "Waking Life" that was first noticed by HurlyBurly many months ago and was then subsequently posted on this site!
The radio interview was good but, of course, it had to be edited down to fit into Nick's schedule. It is clear that the whole interview will be placed on YouTube by those wonderful guys at Kerrang!
Thanks again Nick, and Alex and Amy!!!
Wednesday, 29 October 2008
I have yet to listen to the full podcast yet but from a swift scan it seems that there were quite a few calls later.
The podcast can be listened to at:
I turn up at about one hour twenty minutes into the broadcast.
Monday, 27 October 2008
Diwali celebrates this through festive fireworks, lights, flowers, sharing of sweets, and worship. While the story behind Deepavali varies from region to region, the essence is the same - to rejoice in the Inner Light (Atman) or the underlying reality of all things (Brahman)
Friday, 24 October 2008
The intention is to broadcast the interview and then open up the phone lines for discussion and debate. I am hoping that as many itladians as possible join in and make this one of the best shows that Nick Margerrison has ever broadcast.
For those of you in the UK tuning in is simple. If you have a digital television KERRANG! can be listened to through your digibox or digital TV. KERRANG! also broadcast on DAB. If you are working on your PC you can also log into their website (see link below)
Listen to Kerrang! Radio on DAB, Sky Channel 0183, Virigin Media, Freeview Channel 722, across the West Midlands on 105.2 FM & at
Outside of the UK may be more difficult as KERRANG! are a music station and as such there maybe copywrite issues in your country. I suggest that you investigate what options you may have in this regard.
Nick suspected that the interview would be special so he requested that his assistant, Amy, video the whole interview for future placement on YouTube. I am not sure how often Nick requests such things but I am delighted that he considered my ideas to be worthy of such an honour
I would like to think Nick, Alex, and Amy for allowing me the opportunity to get Itladian philosophy to even more people.
Lets make the airwaves fizz guys........
Thursday, 23 October 2008
i. We humans will become extinct before we can develop into a 'posthuman' stage of civilisation.
ii. Any posthuman civilisation will have access to computer power so vast that time travel will be routine using computer-generated simulations of the past. (Bostrom calls these ancestor simulations ).
iii. That we are all living in one of these ancestor simulations.
With the potential advances of computer power offered by quantum computing such simulations are entirely possible. Bostrom suggests that the computing power available in a few million years will be so advanced that the human beings simulated in these programmes will be conscious!
Of course this idea is not absolutely original - the 1999 movie The Thirteenth Floor suggested something very similar. However Dr. Bostrum attempts to explain how such a circumstance could come about and is a very well respected academic. I am delighted to see that such ideas are now taken seriously.
So could it be that the 'designers' of my Bohmian IMAX may, in fact, be future software engineers?
Some of you, Ed in particular, have long suggested that consciousness works like a computer programme so could it be that the living of our lives over and over again is taking place in some super version of the computer game The Sims?
Tuesday, 21 October 2008
If you have a digibox or a digital television you can listen through your TV by tuning into KERRANG Radio. If you have a DAB radio the signal can be picked up at 105.2. I am also informed that the video of my interview with Nick will soon be posted on YouTube
Sunday, 19 October 2008
What surprised him was that when he awoke there was quite a mark on his chest where he said the spear had struck him. He never ever knew how the mark on his chest was made in bed asleep.
He always talked of this story which no doubt puzzled him until he died in this life well into his eighties.
The wife and I bought 2 or 3 tickets and I had a strong feeling that we would win the jackpot or at least a lot of money.
That night I went into a dream that I could see the winning numbers being revealed but within that dream I began to panic that I would forget all of the numbers by the time I woke up and three of those numbers faded away quickly but I hung on to three numbers and on waking wrote them down immediately.
I used the three numbers and won £10. The question will always remain had I remembered the full set would I have won the jackpot?. I will never know and even if for some brain storming reason I remembered them now it would be useless and to know would be more depressing than not knowing. So I guess my Daemon who does know the answer will spare me that torture. Why did the Daemon if that's what it was let me see the numbers in the first place or did my Eidilon catch it off guard and it went into immediate shut down action but not quick enough to fade all three remaining numbers from my memory. To me this proves that the future and past and present are all the same thing, it is all ready there. The trick is to look into the future by tricking your Daemon but you may not like what you see, curiosity killed the cat remember.
I have tried to avoid delving into things too deeply.
Having said that you hear of people winning jackpots two consecutive weeks running. This is a very rare occurence but it has happened and there must be some reason why this occurs.Do they cheat the Daemon in some way? Is their a flaw in their brain that lets them see into the future even though they are unaware of it?
Alex has a regular section in this magazine called "Alex Shane's Guide to Pro Wrestling" In this Alex discusses his 'take' on the world of wrestling. For those of us that have never been involved in such things it makes a fascinating read.
In this article Alex also discusses his return to the ring for one last, high profile, matc before he heads off to India at the end of the year. This last ever match of "The Showstealer" will take place at Bromley Civic Hall on 26th October. Alex will fight the IPW:UK Heavyweight champion Martin Stone. (Discussion about this can be found at http://www.ipwuk.com/ ). This contains an eight minute video of Alex threatening Stone ... well I don't know about Stone but it scared the hell out of me!
Now if you can get hold of a copy of this magazine (which is stocked by all High Street multiples including W H Smiths) Alex's article can be found on pages 72 to 76 and a very interesting read it is to. However what may be of interest to itladians is a comment he makes on page 76. Here Alex writes:
"As always I would like to leave you with some of my philosophy. As I've started to get into more complex areas of wrestling in these articles, I would like to share some of the more complex areas of philosophy too. I have not got anywhere near close, in these articles, to the out-of-the-box thinking that I am currently exploring, such as questioning the very nature of reality.
I have regular meetings with Anthony Peake, who is the author of the best-selling book 'Is There Life After Death - The Extraordinary Science of What Happens When You Die", where we exchange theories on these subjects. If this stuff interests you then I highly recommend his book."
Thanks Alex. This really shows the power of ITLAD and how it is slowly creeping its way into the collective consciousness and Zeitgeist of the early 21st century... and how it is appearing in what would normally considered to be the most unlikely of places such as combat magazines.
Alex, may I personally wish you the best of luck for your bout on the 26th.
Wednesday, 15 October 2008
Nick had already read two thirds of The Daemon so was in a position to ask some very interesting questions with regard to ITLAD and The Dyad. Indeed I was really flattered when he stated that he was a really big fan of my work. As you may be aware Nick was the guy who in July interviewed the astronaut and moon-walker Dr. Edgar Mitchell. On live radio Dr. Mitchell said to Nick that the USA government had been in regular contact with aliens for the last forty years. This brought about a flurry of media interest and Nick's interview was mentioned in many of the national newspapers. Indeed as you may be aware both Dr. Mitchell and I are members of The Institute of Noetic Sciences (IONS) - me as a run-of-the-mill member and he as the founder!
The interview was also filmed and Nick plans to place this on YouTube in due course.
The interview itself will appear in two weeks time ... possibly the 28th October. I will confirm this as soon as I hear from Nick's producer, Alex Baker.
This show will end with a phone-in with listeners adding their comments or observations. It would be great if some itladians involve themselves.
Monday, 13 October 2008
I hope my putting up a post will not be too much, but I wanted to give my thanks and some impressions. I have just gotten back from NY airport and it is late but wanted to get it out of the way. I want to thank Martin Huxter and Anthony Peake and Karl LeMarcs most of all, as well as all whom I had the high honor of meeting. It is bittersweet, as one realizes that emails and internet leave out so much that is essential, and that the charmed circle in Liverpool is closed to some of us geographically, and we fall further out of sync with the life of the Itladian community. My time in London and Liverpool brought the painful awareness that living online is not a good thing.
I spent Friday night at the Park Plaza in London, and met Martin there. This was the beginning of a realization: I had related to him online for so long as a sort of "lost boy". So when he made his appearance, it was a shock to see the person. When he appeared in the hotel lobby, I was startled by his height, his build, his beautiful jacket and shoes. And moreso by his posh London accent. He is self possessed and charming. He can speak on many topics, and with substance and ideological reference. He is far more polished and impressive than I had thought him to be. His manners were elegant in the posh bar, and with the bartender, and I was proud to be seen with him. He is a young man who is integrated and lively. He has impressive eyes, and a coy giggle which was alarming in its power to charm. His gait is confident and masculine. He seemed for all the world an educated London aristocrat. When I took his arm to stroll outside to smoke, I thought of Morrisey's song, "Hand in Glove", with the line, "just stay on my arm, you little charmer." For that is what he is. And I had related to him all wrong in emails, and felt a sense of shame for having underestimated him. And horror at the falseness of online relating. The film critic ought to have been an actor. To anyone who has read Martin's fine writing, I highly recommend meeting him. If , that is, you can stand his youthful charm and intelligence: Quite a heady brew.
My next shock came with LeMarcs. I know now that Tony's idea of time dilation is a reality: time slowed and stopped and seemed to expand, in my first moments of beholding him. I had actually wanted to be disappointed; prayed, in fact, to be disenchanted, but it was not to be. There was the same electric charge in the air that had surrounded Barack Obama; it was palpable. His phycical bearing brought at once to mind what Nietzsche spoke of as "that miracle, when nature has placed the head of a genius on the body of a ruffian, so that the result is a Nero, a Caligula , to be worshipped. " It is as if some transcendent being has descended into solid flesh, without fully having the ability to grasp his condition. His very footstep is solid and Nero-like. He is a king, and I can say no more; do no more, except to phone my brilliant New York therapist, who already has assured me that there is hope; that he has plans for a cognitive method to "shake those Brits out of your life for good." . . . Tony is all I knew him to be: beautiful, refined, intelligent modest, with a lovely voice. I had long wondered how a man with such impossibly gorgeous features could possibly find a fit wife, and the thought that she would be as beautiful as he had never occurred to me ( I don't know why, but it hadn't). She is a female Anthony Peake, with her own beautiful eyes and gorgeous mouth to match her husband's. It was beautiful to see them together. Di and I agreed that Penny is a perect English rose. . . Liverpool itself, like a Britsh hetero brother of the gay and waywayd American Provincetown: such an aura of Ptown surrounded it at night; the same mix of elegance and roughness and water and boats. In itself, like a dream, and almost a portent. . . And such vivid impressions I had of Jo, who was adorable, and Di, who seemed like my long-lost self, and Dr. Alan Roberts ( I hope I have not got his name backwards) and Groundhog, and Rich, and Dorje. But I feel I cannot continue on. The three I loved first and longest: Tony, Karl and Martin, were human, but splendidly human; I found no flaw, only charm , charm. and more charm. And something more. . . And as I said, it is bittersweet, as the realization hits, that the online was always but a shadow's shadow, and cannot continue on in the same way, now that the reality has overtaken it. I am reminded of the life I had before my husband died, when people were solid and things were real; and one must sigh and wonder how much one can invest further in that beautiful circle which is fast closing us out , - we who live in the farthest reaches - with no intention or awareness of having done so. But again, my deepest thanks to all.
Sunday, 12 October 2008
On Saturday afternoon, the Blue Bar at Albert Dock, Liverpool, saw the inaugural meeting of The International Association of ITLAD. In honour of our highly esteemed and well beloved Susan Marie, we congretated together to exchange conversation on things philosophical and quantum. There was also a fair sprinkling of the requisite nonsense talk and laughter!
I managed to obtain photographic evidence of the gathering which can be viewed on www.flickr.com/groups/itlad Enjoy!
Friday, 10 October 2008
Following on from the interest in my uploading of some of Tony's previous Radio Interviews I have taken the time to convert to MP3 and upload the latest one, broadcast last night on City Talk Radio for those who missed it or were unable to listen as it was broadcast.
See Previous BLOG post:
(36MB, 54 Minutes)
When you click on the link below, you will be taken to a new page, at the bottom of which is the audio file (Anthony Peake - City Talk Radio). Simply enter the three letters shown in the box as directed and click DOWNLOAD. Under the FREE section you will have a few seconds to wait but when it says FREE DOWNLOAD, simply click it and you then have the option of simply opening the audio or saving it to your computer, so please click on Open or Save according to your wishes.
Hope you enjoy it.
> City Talk Radio - Broadcast October 10th 2008 <
A Dark Philosopher
Karl L Le Marcs
Thursday, 9 October 2008
Your very own A Dark Philosopher *bows* will escort SMK to Blue Bar on Albert Dock where that amiable fellow Tony will join us for a couple of hours of verbal badinage, philosophical ponderances and gags of awful magnitude, before the doors are flung asunder and all manner of ITLADists descend on the venue to liven up proceedings somewhat.
Tony, SMK and I will be joined by Penny, Johar, Woodsprite, Ed, Aloha Gary, Baphomet (and Mrs Baphomet) or will it be Anubis65? Dr Alan Roberts, Rich, hopefully “Lady Jayne” and perhaps others who are not regular contributors to BLOG/FORUM but who are avid followers of our collective ramblings and thus know all of us by name and would like to meet us face-to-face.
I know there are MANY who would love to be there with us (Jesamyn, Robin, RafromCa, Cam, Roshni to name but a few) and I do intend to see if there is a wi-fi signal in the area that would allow me to connect to SKYPE or other webcam services to broadcast some pictures, but knowing the area as I do, I suspect there is no signal. However, I’m sure there will be many photographs taken and much diving behind comfy sofas by yours truly to avoid them!
If any BLOG/FORUM members or even stray lurkers would like to pass on any comments then please do so either in the comments box or on private email to me and I will be delighted to relay them during the gathering.
A Dark Philosopher
Karl L Le Marcs
Wednesday, 8 October 2008
The purpose of the LHC is to project protons around the circuit at high speed until they crash into each other. When this occurs, scientists are hoping to discover all sorts of amazing stuff. The part that interests me is the measurement of the energy of the protons before and after collision. Now, a proton weighs slightly less than its constituent parts. Therefore, when they collide and explode, one would expect there to be slightly more energy after the collision than before.
However, if there is less energy, one can hypothesize that the expended energy, in the form of types of quarks, has been pushed into another dimension! I’ll leave the science of this to Karl to address!
This got me thinking about the dying body. What if, at the point of death, all the atoms in the human body start decaying and releasing their energy into the universe? Could some of this energy be pushed into another dimension? If so, all the information for that being will be encoded within each energy packet so that they can come together again, rather like some corals I’ve seen mangled in a blender; only to reattach itself to the right piece of coral it was part of before. So, these energy packets would then become part of a new Eidolon (merging with other Eidolonic energy), restarting its existence externally of the previous Eidolon (the original us). So, in effect, the body would die, but some of the energy within each atom of the body would continue in another dimension.
Also, if these energy packets contain the daemonic information from the original Eidolon, this too will become part of the new Eidolon in another dimension. This means that our daemon within our phaneron is quantum entangled with the daemon in the other dimension! This pertains not only to subjective daemonic evolution but objective daemonic evolution as well.
This doesn’t detract from Tony’s theory. We still experience the past life memory playback within our own phaneron. However, the energy that is released into another dimension isn’t enough to recreate a new eidolon that is ‘us’. It will reform with other particles of energy to create another Eidolon. This could explain past life regression tapping into different people as they do contain particles of us from another dimension. It can also explain why some people hear voices and experience neuro atypicality. Their doors of perception are so wide open in this phaneron; they are tapping into the particles of their energy that exist in another dimension.
In his famous study, Raymond Moody interviewed some 150 people who had either actually briefly died (according to Doctors) or had almost died. He concluded from this study that there are NINE experiences common to most people who have had a NDE:
1. Hearing sounds such as buzzing
2. A feeling of peace and painlessness
3. Having an out-of-body experience (OOBE)
4. A feeling of travelling through a tunnel
5. A feeling of rising such as into the heavens
6. Seeing people, often dead relatives
7. Meeting a spiritual being such as the Being of Light
8. Seeing a Past Life Review
9. Feeling a reluctance to return to life
Most of the above experiences can be explained as energy release from the dying atoms.
There was an experiment done to see if the human ‘spirit’ could be weighed. Dying people were weighed before and after death and it was noted that they weighed slightly less. Now, I know this experiment has been widely refuted but could it be viewed another way. Could the slight weight loss after death be attributed to the energy release from the atoms and could the body weigh less after death because the energy has been pushed into another dimension?
Friday, 3 October 2008
Thursday, 2 October 2008
The image to the left is called a "Thetan Cross". I came across this whilst doing some research on Scientology. Now I am sure that many of you itladians are aware that Scientology has some very itladian aspects ... the must intriguing being their concept known as the "Operating Thetan".
How a thetan is defined as the being that exists within the "meat body" as Scientologists term it. This is consciousness, the being that calls itself "I" or "Me". This is amazingly similar to the being I term the "Eidolon". Scientology teaches that by training and willpower a Thetan can evolve into an "Operating Thetan". This is, in effect, the Higher Self" or what we would term "The Daemon". But the Operating Thetan does not really have the full power of "The Daemon". However an OT can become "Clear" and when it does so it can manipulate the illusory universe its Thetan inhabits. This is, in my opinion, a fully aware "Daemon" to use itladian terminology.
Now what is weird is that the "Thetan Cross" looks disturbingly like the cross symbols that haunted my life a few months ago. I will be interested in your opinions on this. Check out the following earlier posts:
Most odd eh ... or is this simply another case of Karl's "Kangaroo Effect"?
Wednesday, 1 October 2008
So don't upset me or I will send Alex round!!!
Evidence for this can be seen in the articles that Alex writes for wrestling magazines. However his world-view is considerably more esoteric than one would normally expect for such magazines. Check out: